I don’t want to feel.
I’m not feeling.
I’m numb.
I have time… I should…
Write that article.
Create a poster.
Read through course material.
Manage Finance stuff.
I should…
I feel so tired… so numb.
Why can’t I talk to you? Who should I talk to?
Tomorrow…
More work tomorrow.
There’s a deadline tomorrow.
I need to smile again, tomorrow.
I don’t want to cry again, today.
It’s empty.
I need it to go.
I really need it to go.
Please, go away.
At a special point in life, we turn the words “I could” into “I should”… that’s what society preaches us.
We should do this, do that.. in the end, the most important thing is to do what ever you feel like.
Wow… you are actually, very right. Time to turn ‘I should’ back into ‘I could’. Thanks Gregor.